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Im tired! Idk if I can say that enough but thats how I feel. With how much im sweating I must be detoxing some of those toxins from my body. Intake went very well: 575 cals, and I sweated out a good 895 cals. One hour and half of cardio a day will do this body good:)
But today I felt fat, what I saw was my thighs busting out and jiggling. I got bloated after I ate. I proceeded to try on my clothes I bought for school and.. Lol it was not cute.Freaking tummy fat, bloat, fat all over my body.. I just hate fat so much. I also bloat easily because I have a problem with being regular. Fiber and flax seed is supposed to fix number two issues, but with me I swear im just plugged up. Plus in order to loose weight, letting go what comes in is mandatory. I dont think laxatives are that great for you even though they do work. I just want to clean my pipes out every morning, damnit! Any tips?
Today was a good day regardless, I just really want to loose this weight. I dont know how to dress this body I have now. Its hard to find clothes for all these curves, leaps and bonds of flesh. Lol but really! Shiit is difficult. But this is only temporary, I wont struggle with my wardrobe forever. God knows I wont, I BE DAMNED!
On to more joyful things, I really enjoyed reading your guys blogs. Improvements all over the place. And tremendous thanks to all you beautiful people for commenting. Your positivity replenishes my own optimistic outlook. I journaled about that today, you have to surround yourself with things and people that bring forth good energy. So thank you for the love, today was most defintely one of those days when I needed it. But I do have to say my collarbones are faintly poking through:) I used to have an epic clavical (spelling?) area. Im excited for those along with other bones to be visible.
We are going to be amazing next year! Keep believing, keep the faith<3
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